That time, I had to know immediately the results so i could have my inner peace back. So,i tried this quick results thing on November 1 (because i took the exam on a October 30, 2014; and oh, the quick results also has a fee.). I forgot how much it was but it was definitely equated to my peace of mind.
THE EXAMINATION EXPERIENCE
The computer is super bright and it puts so much strain in my eyes. I raised my hand to have it fixed,the Test administrator told me that i have to request so i just went on. “KEEP CALM and FOCUS “Ang peg talaga with matching kusot kusot eyes and blink blink.😖😖
Almost 75% of my items are SATA(God knows how SATA and I hated each other) 😲😵
as I start answering, i felt that i didnt have any confident answer. Not clicking or clicking the “next” button both gave me unbearable pain. so click nlang ng click!!!😦😦
puro “hala” “oh no” “Diyos ko,Lord” “shit,ano to?”HAHAHAHAHHA…and I am starting to think of the money,all the paghihirap I went through, All the “kaya mo yan,ikaw pa” if ever I wont make it. pero sabi nga “KEEP CALM and FOCUS”.Encourage breathing relaxation techniques!hahaha😆
I even took the optional break after 2 hours to release the tension and pray inside the comfort room(Now i know why they are called “COMFORT” Room.😬😉
It seems as if I didnt answer anything right until item no.75. para kasing “Did i convince them enough?”Sobrang kabado ako to submit my answer that it would shut down.and it did!
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THANKS!THANKS SUPER THANKS!!!
WUHOOOOOOO.😂😂😅..First of all, I want to thank the Almighty God,Lord Jesus for giving me wisdom,strength and everything. October,actually, is not a good month for me.It was a rollercoaster ride.conflicts here and eveywhere!! but He carried me all the way. Grabe!!!I cannot believe it.and God knows how many times I called him and cursed at the same time during the exam.Super sorry and thanks talaga Lord for never leaving my side.
After a year of being almost stranded by uncertainties and anxieties brought about by this, the four letter P-A-S-S have finally set me free.HOHOHOHO..🎊🎉. I am not the only victor here. We did it. YEHEEEEEYYYYYYY!!!Thanks to my family mom and dad, tita chic,tita aimee, tita aisha, grandpa and granma who supported me all the way. Thanks to mam trina tan, mam mel, sir X, sir daniel, sir earl, tita baby,mam edz ,sa mga super magaling na reviewers .and the Rank one family. thanks din kay ticake!!!😍😘Thanks to those who believe and prayed for me esp my batchmates . thanks to those who accompanied me. :))))
the processes of my application was indeed an odd experience. It seems as if i have jinx because many things turned differently for me.But I am reminded always that if the Lord above sees your effort and sacrifices,you will be rewarded. God knows what is in my heart.(Which increased my anxiety)I am even more afraid because i have so many prayers and he might get tired of saying yes to me. however, I have set my mind that God carried me this far and surely He will always be with me.And He is.
(I prayed to God to help me pass the exam if he thinks i would be using this in the future. It may not be that immediate but still part of the future. Although, i believe that we are given the best power which is prayer. Prayer changes things. And i prayed so hard hoping that our plan coincides. God knows what my heart wants and that is to be a doctor.)
dated:Nov2,2014(orig facebook post)